The Man I Once Ignored*

The title is taken from Angelina Sondakh's Blog (Politician). She tells about her husband (RIP) and she describes it very well when a man met a woman. I think we strongly agree when we were approached and we ignored him first. Because, we -the women- need to see more effort. .

We have been together for 3 years. I realize how many differences among us. But he always make me smile after the tears. Sometimes, vice versa . First, i got the internship program as the reporter in Seputar Indonesia Daily. It was fun and totally excited of it. But a "strange-thing" happened, a mysterious call always rang my mobile. A bit annoying! Yet curious. 

As the time goes by, i admit that i am interested. Which part? I just love him. Why? Once again, i have no idea. I just love everything inside of him. And he could convince me that i can survive many difficulties as long as beside him. So, i said 'yes' when he asked me about the 'W' word. He asked me on the extraordinary spot: UI Depok Rail Station! I am not sure he's still remember of that moment since he is so dizzy along the wed preparation. 

So, when he asked me again which part of him that i love, i still give him blank words to describe. I am careless of football, i hate his mood, i hate how he bites his nails, i hate when he reminds me of my mistakes, i hate his-hypercritical-personality, but most of all, i hate when we separated  I think i should name it the Simple Love. 

Finally, we will hold our BIG ceremony in next month. Hope to celebrate it with our family and best friends. We start it in the name of Allah to bring our happiness and sadness together. One of special things is he is my first man, my first moon, my first pirate, my last beloved journalist. I feel so blessed i can through all the things alone before without any boyfriends. Trust me, it is so exhausting when you must deal with your boyfie that because he is not that into you. Marriage is the act of devotion. I try to carry it on as commitment, commit to myself, my Allah SWT, and my Imam. I want to get Jannah with him and my little funky family 

Wish he is my last puzzle to complete my whole life...  with the man i once ignored...

*thanks to Mrs. Angie who describes the excellent memorable thing. Many happy return to you...